Deleting my Tumblr account soon.

Getting an A doesn’t always mean I’ve mastered the material or subject. I’m honestly not worried about grades, but I’m terrified about whether or not I will actually retain all the knowledge that I will need as a physician. I can guess or write b.s. on an exam, but I can’t just guess a medical diagnosis. A mistake can literally cost someone’s life. I think I was pretty good about genuinely enjoying learning instead of obsessing about grades during undergrad, but now there is a pressure to learn that I’ve never felt before in my life.